Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Mood: Pensive on a chilly night
Time flies and it's already September....
A resolution came to my mind... to avoid myself from backsliding in negativity.... there are a few types whom I decided I do not really need in my life...
1) Those who pry into my life because they are simmering in pure jealousy or just to satisfy their overwhelming curiosity, and not because they are concerned or happy for me... my advice is get a life of your own! U'll feel more fulfilled if u're willing to open yourself up to new experiences and people... ( I guess in a way, I should be happy... at least my life's worth tunin' to... =p)
2) Those who expect the world out from you, but give you nothing back in return, except blame. (nothing's free in this world, it's a two way street of give & take... reciprocation & appreciation...)
3) Those who need to step on you constantly in order to "elevate" themselves, because of their own inferiority. To me, this is nothing worth respecting...
I never thought I'll say this, but I learnt it the hard way.... guess sometimes, the saying is true... u gotta be cruel to others in order to be kind to yourself.... does not apply to all of coz... some good frens really deserve the extra mile...
Anyway, I guess I have learnt not to be too bothered about what others say because they know the truth based on their own perceptions... people have the right to freedom of thought & speech... but of coz my dear frens, I know who u are... no worries! kekee.... it's not the amount of time we spend together, but the sincerity that I can feel from you... i'll try to repay your kindness doubly in kind! Thanks for the patience!
As I am writing all these, my mind's in a twirl of confusion and uncertainty about the future.... not unlike the crazy markets nowadays... sometimes I wonder if I am walkin' down the right path and whether will everything be worth it or not in the end... hope i'll find my way through the rain soon....
Bad vibes vented out... now down to the nice stuff... Had a lovely time with family, frens and colleagues in the recent days... bonded and learnt quite a bit, whether in terms of work, or relationships in life.... I realised that being social and confident is a choice u make in life.... what you want to be is totally up to yourself and whether how happy you are with that choice...
Know I hv been puttin' off organising the Southern Ridges walk... hee be patient... haven't really feelin' well now.... it will surely happen soon, i promise! =p As usual, thanks to my faithful gang of kakis who always, always lend their ears to me! =)
since 28 September, 2008