By day, she's a cute, 'lil fluffy doggie sitting in the windowpane that everyone loves to hug & fuss over, and always eager to please.
However when her fur gets ruffled all too often, she transforms into a wild kitty who bites when her tail gets stepped on repetitively...
and goes out for night escapades once in a blue moon.
Blogs occasionally for the bite,
so that she can heal her pain.
I love nature, lavender & pretty blooms..
I love sweet shades of pink & purple,
with a passion for warm brown & red..
I love enjoying my comforting cup of hot cocoa / tea sans sugar / milk tea or coffee / durin' tête-à-tête sessions. =)
So do I love good food, sinfully decadent desserts, chi chi high teas, sippin' wine & cocktails in the evening breeze amid soothing, soulful jazz and sexy, funky disco house music... with good company, of coz...
Admittedly a creature of habit & comfort...
Simple things such as laughin' over a good movie to escape from mundane reality, sweatin' off the negative vibes unglamourously, pickin' up an engagin' read on a lazy day, with my dog restin' at my feet, havin' a warm cup of cocoa on a rainy day indoors, indulgin' excessively in creamy choc pralines & truffles, spendin' time outdoors with nature... lush greenery & aquamarine sea, taking snapshots of things and people for memories, meetin' happy & fluffy doggies...
make me happy too... some good ol' music / retail therapy for the soul helps too... =p
Sittin' atop the hill... watchin' the world pass by... the flutterin' leaves & flowers in the breeze... onward on the journey i continue... smellin' the freshness of the air... awaitin' the next scenery at the next hilltop in anticipation... which will take my breath away... & invigorate my senses...
Contrary to popular belief, I am not the owner of all the free time & luxury in the world. There's such a thing called opportunity cost & choices have to be made. Choices that seem easier to make than to live with in reality. Lookin' at just the surface is just being simply superficial.
In today's world, where boundaries between reality and illusions are blurred, genuine sincerity is hard to find.
There's a thin line between sanity and insanity.
Believes that the world not only exists in black and white, but also in different shades of greys....
After over-pondering pessimistically & being heavy hearted for the past few days, I realise that I am kinda back to normal today! I have found back my zest for life & learnin'... gave the heartiest laugh I have had in a while... have thought it through... I'll rather count my gains than losses... I'll just take the bad stuff as lessons to be more careful with my choices in life... 我已经把失去的当成了一种收获... I'm done with thinking for extremely egocentric types who are only absorbed in their own world. It's high time I think for myself.
I have to keep remindin' myself of my achilles' heel... Everything happens for a reason, and it most probably happens for a good reason, no matter how frustrated I feel sometimes... sadly, u took my smile away...
I guess it's important for me to focus now on what really matters, or in other ways, what is really worth my time and effort... coz sometimes it's just ain't worth it (something I've been told a lot by my closest frens... seriously, I don't give a damn anymore)... there were times when I wanna scream in futility, but can't... wanna rant on... but can't... wanna let go, but hesitated... but now, I realise I truly can move on & smile again.... =)
It's never easy.. but as someone told me recently, pain's part and parcel of life... it's how we handle it that makes the difference... =p
since 28 September, 2008