By day, she's a cute, 'lil fluffy doggie sitting in the windowpane that everyone loves to hug & fuss over, and always eager to please.
However when her fur gets ruffled all too often, she transforms into a wild kitty who bites when her tail gets stepped on repetitively...
and goes out for night escapades once in a blue moon.
Blogs occasionally for the bite,
so that she can heal her pain.
I love nature, lavender & pretty blooms..
I love sweet shades of pink & purple,
with a passion for warm brown & red..
I love enjoying my comforting cup of hot cocoa / tea sans sugar / milk tea or coffee / durin' tête-à-tête sessions. =)
So do I love good food, sinfully decadent desserts, chi chi high teas, sippin' wine & cocktails in the evening breeze amid soothing, soulful jazz and sexy, funky disco house music... with good company, of coz...
Admittedly a creature of habit & comfort...
Simple things such as laughin' over a good movie to escape from mundane reality, sweatin' off the negative vibes unglamourously, pickin' up an engagin' read on a lazy day, with my dog restin' at my feet, havin' a warm cup of cocoa on a rainy day indoors, indulgin' excessively in creamy choc pralines & truffles, spendin' time outdoors with nature... lush greenery & aquamarine sea, taking snapshots of things and people for memories, meetin' happy & fluffy doggies...
make me happy too... some good ol' music / retail therapy for the soul helps too... =p
Sittin' atop the hill... watchin' the world pass by... the flutterin' leaves & flowers in the breeze... onward on the journey i continue... smellin' the freshness of the air... awaitin' the next scenery at the next hilltop in anticipation... which will take my breath away... & invigorate my senses...
Contrary to popular belief, I am not the owner of all the free time & luxury in the world. There's such a thing called opportunity cost & choices have to be made. Choices that seem easier to make than to live with in reality. Lookin' at just the surface is just being simply superficial.
In today's world, where boundaries between reality and illusions are blurred, genuine sincerity is hard to find.
There's a thin line between sanity and insanity.
Believes that the world not only exists in black and white, but also in different shades of greys....
Hmmmz... excerpts from today's horoscopes that ring a bell...
"You will be asking yourself some important emotional & spiritual questions today... Don't let yourself disheartened by a failure, take patience! The last disappointments and disillusionments will be quickly forgotten..."
"Even though this rain... I want to smile again... & see colour on my cheeks again.... Have I lost it?"
Feel ironically lifelessly souless today in the pulsing heartbeat of the city amid the vivid colours & cheer... still reelin' from a spate of unhappiness.... findin' my way through all the pain....
... limpin' my way with fresh blue-black bruises from the visit to the chinese physician & havin' just paid a hefty price tag of over $400 for my own carelessness, my mood just sinked... through the crowd of spontaneous f1 grand prix goers who are all decked out for d occasion...
Maybe all I need for now... is some solitude... and distractions (in the form of donuts, some good ol' satay with f1 on the telly? =p) In all the excitement and drama, my pensive mood lifted off a fair bit... with the help of some good conversation, guess a good nite's sleep's possible after all.... =)
(* thanks to those who have lent me a listening ear & tried to cheer me up... though i may barely know some of u, but it's the tot that really counts... i appreciate it... really. thank u. =))
since 28 September, 2008