By day, she's a cute, 'lil fluffy doggie sitting in the windowpane that everyone loves to hug & fuss over, and always eager to please.
However when her fur gets ruffled all too often, she transforms into a wild kitty who bites when her tail gets stepped on repetitively...
and goes out for night escapades once in a blue moon.
Blogs occasionally for the bite,
so that she can heal her pain.
I love nature, lavender & pretty blooms..
I love sweet shades of pink & purple,
with a passion for warm brown & red..
I love enjoying my comforting cup of hot cocoa / tea sans sugar / milk tea or coffee / durin' tête-à-tête sessions. =)
So do I love good food, sinfully decadent desserts, chi chi high teas, sippin' wine & cocktails in the evening breeze amid soothing, soulful jazz and sexy, funky disco house music... with good company, of coz...
Admittedly a creature of habit & comfort...
Simple things such as laughin' over a good movie to escape from mundane reality, sweatin' off the negative vibes unglamourously, pickin' up an engagin' read on a lazy day, with my dog restin' at my feet, havin' a warm cup of cocoa on a rainy day indoors, indulgin' excessively in creamy choc pralines & truffles, spendin' time outdoors with nature... lush greenery & aquamarine sea, taking snapshots of things and people for memories, meetin' happy & fluffy doggies...
make me happy too... some good ol' music / retail therapy for the soul helps too... =p
Sittin' atop the hill... watchin' the world pass by... the flutterin' leaves & flowers in the breeze... onward on the journey i continue... smellin' the freshness of the air... awaitin' the next scenery at the next hilltop in anticipation... which will take my breath away... & invigorate my senses...
Contrary to popular belief, I am not the owner of all the free time & luxury in the world. There's such a thing called opportunity cost & choices have to be made. Choices that seem easier to make than to live with in reality. Lookin' at just the surface is just being simply superficial.
In today's world, where boundaries between reality and illusions are blurred, genuine sincerity is hard to find.
There's a thin line between sanity and insanity.
Believes that the world not only exists in black and white, but also in different shades of greys....
As I have been readin' the last in the Harry Potter book series for the last few nights, the burning pain in my knee felt like the searing pain in Harry's lightning scar.. haha... happens to be coincidental.. it might have been the perfect time to read & finish the book, which my bro got for me quite some time ago but I never put my heart to gettin' down to it.. perhaps, it has helped to alleviate some of the pain? =p
Though my legs hv been goin' clicketty-clack & givin' me the painful sensation of cracklin' flames, the swellin' & blue blacks seem to be subsidin'... I guess with medication & weekly trips to the physician, it's slowly recoverin'... hope it will completely heal quickly~! Feelin' so restless, for there's limited stuff that I can do... no sports... no runnin' or even walkin'... no marathons & long walks... & gotta hang up my partyin' heels for the time being... I cannot even bear to sit on the floor for long! Alas... cannot be helped... if I want to be up and runnin' again! Anyway, guys, thanks for all the well wishes... =)
... and ahhh yes... I found back what I thought I have lost! What a SURPRISE! The cam's been with me all along haha... How absent-minded can I be?!?! I must have left it there in the drawer in a harried rush! Think I need more gingko nut supplements... haha... what a klutz i am! Overall, my mood's on the up... =)
One thing is so true... learn to let go... and what's meant to be yours will come back in the end... but ironically, when they do return, they might not seem to matter as much as they used to...
... just like how my cam returned to me when I have already gotten a new one to replace it.. however, no doubt that I was relieved and laughed at my foolishness...
Unfoolish... face it.. things are no longer the same... u gotta try much harder than that... over-ratin' yourself cockily has been a mistake... it does not take rocket science to figure out that what you say is different from what you do.... so please... mere empty words will not work... don't expect trust when you have done nothing to earn it... don't expect pple to give when you have given nothing in the first place... don't apologise when you do not mean it... don't pretend to care when you obviously don't give a damn and it's too late...the more you try... the more a 伪君子 u'll seem to be... if you need someone to tell you to do certain things, it loses all its meaning and there's no point in it, really... try tellin' me after u have done something...
Of late... been sick of hidden agendas... now... I can't help thinking when someone asks me out for a innocent sounding movie, is it yet another disguised attempt to sell me an idea? Guess I gotta have the discretion to judge for myself... and sense the amount of sincerity behind it...
Well, tonight's a nice, lazy Friday night to finish up some chores and bring my dog down for a well-deserved walk... (he understands that I have put off walkin' him coz of my leg pain.. so he's been toleratin' d wait.. what a dear the hairy boy is... =p
... and oh I am not crazy, animals are cleverer than what we credit them for sometimes... as for mine, he's a deeply intuitive one who understands my thoughts without me sayin' them out verbally... something that even us as humans might have failed to do so at times... which is one of the reasons why I adore him so... =))
since 28 September, 2008