Wednesday, February 11, 2009
If I had one wish... Here's my wishlist...
I don't need a lot of wishes coz I'll be okay if I get one... I need peace of mind.
I need to be focused.
I need no distractions.
I need a new phone that does not suddenly break down on me.
I need new track shoes to continue spinning around the track.
I need a new pencilcase for my upcoming exams.
I want a new handbag & wallet for all my
barang barang.
I want to save more, ironically.
I want a new lease of life.
I wish to chill-out by the trees & sea, having my hair blown all messy.
I wish to smell the fresh air and blooms, in essence, nature.
I wish to be pampered suitably, not too little, not too much.
I wish to let loose and have some fun.
I wish to relax my soul.
I wish to be happier.
I don't wanna go into something that makes me uncomfortable.
I don't wanna accept something for the wrong reasons.
I don't wanna end up with a likely bad outcome.
I don't wanna go back the same way.
I don't wanna hurt myself & others.
For those who have
wished to know...
I want someone:
With a great sunshine smile which makes me forget my worries.
Who complements my flaws just as well as how I complement his.
Who can motivate me to do what I'll normally procrastinate about.
Who can understand me inside out without me saying a word.
Who makes me feel comfortable and accepts me 100%.
Who's driven, but yet passionate about balance in life.
Who knows just how to cheer me up when I am down.
Who's not overly-emotional, but yet does not think
it's wimpish to cry when it really hurts at times.
Who's mature, but acts like a kid occasionally.
Who connects with me on different levels.
Who'll be by my side come what may.
Who loves the sun, beach & animals.
Who's sincere and optimistic.
Who makes me laugh.
I don't want & need someone:
Who's all bling on the outside, but possesses no substance inside.
Who asks what I can give him, instead of what he can give me.
Who's nice to me not becoz he cares, but coz of his own agenda.
Who finds it beyond himself to do nice stuff for others.
Who thinks that money & ambition's all-encompassing.
Who's too preoccupied with himself & his own life.
Who does not mean his sorrys & what he says.
Who makes me mostly more sad than happy.
Who lacks initiative & is totally insensitive.
Who can be a complete asshole at times.
Who does not believe in love anymore.
Who has totally no faith in me.
I wanna take up the job, but I can't?
I wanna go on to lead the life I truly desire.
I wanna think fate is kind to me after all.
I wanna think I'm not asking for the stars. =p
I want. I need. I wish... and I hope. I am a contradiction.
since 28 September, 2008